I have admired your wonderful outlook with a disability, and that it does not hinder your walk with others or with God personally. I led a Bible study in my home with many ladies using your video studies. They were so wonderful. Now I am experiencing something new. I was recently diagnosed with spasmodic dysphonia, a rare vocal disorder that inhibits my speech. I am not able to speak. This is a great hindrance to my daily life. I'm just trying to cope with it and thought I would write to you for any advice you may have for me, as I now also have a disability.
I'm so sorry to hear of this new difficulty you are facing! Oh girl, I don't have any profound advice.... I just walk by faith and trust God more than my feelings when it comes to this kind of thing.
The main thing that came to mind when I asked God for any specific word for you was this - be patient with yourself and be patient with God. He will grant you grace for your present moment, so don't worry about your future or pine away for the past.
He will carry you through this....
Keep trusting, sister.
And now the beans are officially spilled.